
With the breach a new semester, not to mention, the very last one, as refreshing as how certain things have appeared, some unexpected, some unfortunate for me has the very least reflected a routine that consume too much of a responsibility and time that they steal the energy from the more important things. I think being torn between things is one of the very most annoying things you can ever experience.
Last week witnessed nights through the wee hours of mornings as I lay in bed with mist leaden tired eyes, dim from weary working, muscles that stretch fitfully, taught over hollow bones with joints that creak like feeble branches in a heavy wind. And yet! The helpless mind rage on awake defying sleepless hours, dragging though they do become completely wasteful. I reckon the truancy I choose to deliver didn't quite measure much for a need.
With only silence, the echo clashes with the jet black of my imagination in a constant attempt darting to sources of noise and courtesy to
Ninjavideo, here's what I've been watching as of late.





The air gets cooler, the mood gets lighter – it's silly what high definition can do, it’s the new age holocaust where power's been dictating the scene through the likes of Hugh Laurie, Eric Dane, James Lafferty, Dave Annable, Paul Blackthorne, Penn Badgley and Brody Jenner in leading serials, moreover, leading men in my life that have been undeniably, satisfying every needy bone in my body as they draw me to never ending rampage.
In the spirit of preparing myself for another shot at fate, I've been reading, contemplating, and discussing old theory notes and other materials. And back in school, I remembered my dampened spirits as soon as I arrive at a plateau in our learning, trying to comprehend my stagnated abilities. Everyone toughens up against the pressure, I for one hunger for inspiration.
Now, days pass like minutes, a blur of color and sound, never slowing, never ceasing, one after another in unending procession. I've moved safely from a transition, hopeful and as promising to rouse me from this stupor.